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My first post.. Tadaaa.. I dont know why i did a private blog.. But maybe its too strengthen myself from the outside world and relationship?? Hahaha.. Ok currently im thinking abt myself and K<3.. Why must she say such thing like "i dont believe in marriage". It burns me so badly. It breaks my heart. Wanna know why it hurts me coz when she dont believe in marriage, for me is like she dont believe that any guy including me is not gonna make her happy in future. Then why are we having relationship in the first place. What am i to you??? For sure you gonna dump me? God knows better. Im sure if she read this she gonna say,"she gonna give it a shot".. Yeah ok bt why must she say those word. Why cnt she just say "i dont really believe bt im gonna give it a shot". Another thing.. Why must she act blur after making a plan.. She must die die act blur n expect me to remind her? Cmon we're ready in rship. Why must we act blur. Why must u need me to do all the work. Why cnt we just act normal n remind each other? Why?!? I blame myself too for this part. We are still playing games with each other which make us hard to pass through each other. I do not know when is the GAME going to end between us.. But for sure.. I love you <3
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